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University of Texas Press

One Ranger A Memoir

Authors: H. Joaquin Jackson with David Marion Wilkinson

ISBN: 0292702590

Publishers: University of Texas Press

Price $24.95 (£12.99)

Publication Date: Feb 2005


Prologue

Most everyone has heard the story in one form or another.Some say

it's a myth.  Others claim it's as certain as Noah's flood and

Sherman's march to the sea.  Doesn't really matter because the tale

speaks to the truth. The definitive version is sometimes attributed

to one man, but I've always felt like it pertains to us all.Of the

countless variations told and celebrated since I was a boy, this is

the one I always liked best:

The sheriff paced up and down the rail depot, waiting for a train. A

few days before, a riot had broken out in his Spindletop-era

boomtown. His bootstrap resources overwhelmed, he placed a frantic

call to his governor in Austin. Don't worry, he was told. We're

sending the Rangers down to sort it out. He hung up the phone and

breathed a little easier, hoping he could hold off the mob and the

looters just a while longer.

Finally came the day of the sheriff's salvation. He stood at the

railhead, chain-smoked handrolls, and compulsively checked his

pocket watch. He finally heard the whistle, then the squeal of the

brakes. He stubbed out his cigarette with the toe of his boot and

waited for the train to coast to a stop.

He waited for a dozen or more confident, well-armed, hard-eyed men

to climb down from the passenger car, assess the situation, and then

decisively restore order. Several unlikely candidates emerged with

their luggage in hand and, without any eye contact, drifted away

from the station. The sheriff's resolve faded as he noted that the

last man to exit had a silver badge stuck to his dusty lapel.

He couldn't believe his eyes. Had he not explained the seriousness

of his situation to the governor? Surely there were more officers.

The tall, raw-boned traveler could pass for a cowboy if not for his

tie. His slacks were tucked neatly into the shank of his boots. His

spurs were probably packed away in the saddlebags he had slung over

his shoulder. He seemed oblivious to the sheriff's despair as he

offered him his hand. His duster fluttered open to reveal twin

engraved Colt .45's hanging on each hip.

"Only one Ranger?" the sheriff said.

"Well, there's only one riot," the Ranger said.

That's one story. There are countless others that belong to the

hundreds of men who are part of a proud tradition close to two

centuries old. I am only one Ranger out of those who came before me

and those who will ride on ahead. Only one story belongs to me.

***

All rise! I snapped out of my trance when the bailiff demanded our

attention. I stood as I've done a thousand times before. Soon the

judge swept in, his black robes flowing. He had an academic look

about him, accentuated by the horn-rimmed glasses that saddled the

bridge of his nose. When he peered over the top of his specs and

scanned the courtroom, I sensed a tinge of arrogance that told me he

liked his job. He'd probably learned to sleep well at night with the

power he lords over people. I never did.

Normally the judge and I are allies, equal partners in the justice

system. My kind round them up and the judiciary sorts them out. The

owlish New Mexico judge and I didn't come close to seeing eye-to-eye

on this case, though we were both deeply disturbed by the crime. I

could tell by the way he set his jaw and spoke through clenched

teeth that he was angry about what happened. But me, I was torn

apart.

I squirmed in a creaking chair that in no way was designed to

accommodate my six-foot-five-inch frame. I've spent years in these

places, and they all have the same stale feel. The architects had

tried to warm this Albuquerque courtroom. There were plenty of

lacquered wood paneling and trim to imbue a reverent air; acoustic

ceiling tiles to absorb random wailing; microphones everywhere to

make sure everybody heard the horror of what was being said; padded

seats in the jury box like you'd find in a fancy movie theater. But

the designers failed. This was a sad, cold place where every day the

countless variations of human tragedy played out their last act.

Build courtrooms as fancy and modern as you like, I'd rather be

anywhere but inside one. Especially on that day in February 1992.

Sitting at the defendant's table in his prison coveralls was a

deeply troubled twenty-eight-year-old man on trial for a senseless,

unpremeditated double homicide. Local authorities had found two boys

shot to death in the desert, and they wanted this third one to pay

for it. Both victims were homosexuals, which allowed the prosecutors

to up the ante and classify the offense as a hate crime. Local

authorities had apprehended two suspects. One proved to be the

faster talker. The other sat in chains in front of this judge. The

defendant and I flinched when the judge pounded his gavel.

I've put hundreds of people in the defendant's predicament, but

never in New Mexico, a place that has always been special to me. In

the 1950s, I cowboyed on the Bell Ranch in the state's northwest

corner. I worked cattle operations like it on the sea of grass that

stretches across the Southern Plains. I broke horses, branded

yearlings, and rode fence as I entered manhood, steeped in the

culture and legends of the American West. While Eisenhower was still

president, economic circumstances dictated that I had to leave that

world behind.

Thirty years later I returned to the lonesome places, the Big

Country of southwest Texas. I make my living there now and I don't

expect I'll ever leave it. While I watched this trial run its

course, though, I was hundreds of miles out of my jurisdiction,

hundreds of miles from home.

I didn't know it, but I was about a year away from retiring in

protest. I didn't see that coming any better than I had imagined my

appearance at a murder case in New Mexico.

I was struck, despite years of my best efforts to connect with the

defendant, by how little we had in common. The only thing we could

agree on was that he had probably thrown his life away.

I knew better than most how ruthless the justice system could be.

The judge was going to drop the boom on that kid. Still I prayed for

the court's mercy. In fact, I took the oath and testified to several

reasons the defendant deserved it.

In 1992 I was an active officer in the oldest and most legendary law

enforcement agency in the United States. As a Texas Ranger, I have

always understood that I was part of a rich, proud tradition. I'd

drain the last drop of blood from my body to uphold it. The Rangers

have been the most effective, independent law enforcement agency in

history. We evolved perfectly attuned to our time and place—for

Texas has long been a sort of human Galapagos, an unsettled country

of conflicting cultures and social contradictions, a rugged, ragtag

region born with wars raging on two disputed borders. Young Texas

battled her enemies for five straight decades, pausing only to send

her sons to fight in America's wars. The Tejanos, the pioneers of

Mexican descent, fought horse Indians for over a century before

Anglos ever set foot in this country. Such violence created a

special breed.

Unlike most of the American West, the Texas frontier wasn't settled

by trappers, miners, and mountain men. The family farmer settled

Texas, often in neighborhoods claimed in blood by the Comanche,

Kiowa, and Lipan Apache, setting the stage for one of the most

desperate and horrific racial and territorial contests in human

history.

West of the Colorado River the rain played out. After the farmers

defeated the plains tribes, the droughts rose up and thunderheads

gave way to clouds of pale dust. Such harsh conditions bred the best

and worst of humankind. Weary of all the bloodshed, the people

demanded order before law. In a tradition dating back at least a

thousand years, the young and the brave hunted down their people's

enemies wherever they were. In the 1870s, such men wore a silver

star cut from a Mexican cinco peso coin. In 1966, I pinned one on my

chest.

Change came quickly for the Rangers during my tenure. Texas evolved

into an urban society. My children's generation seemed to care less

about traditions that were sacred in the house where I was raised.

In the 1960s, the long-disputed Texas/Mexico border erupted in the

fight for civil rights. The drug culture gave rise to drug lords,

ruthless killers with more money and power than many Third World

countries. Nothing in my Depression-era upbringing on the High

Plains had prepared me for any of this. And yet there it all was,

snarling at every Texas Ranger straddling the past and present.

Mix all that social commotion with your run-of-the-mill crimes in

the Texas borderlands—contraband whiskey and dope smuggling, armed

robbery, gambling, prostitution, livestock rustling, burglary,

gangs, and murder—and you can see why my plate was full.

Then this New Mexico murder case took possession of my life.

Suddenly I was way out of my league. I should have been consoled by

the many blessings that came my way. How many country-boy cops make

it to the movies? I played the sheriff in Tommy Lee Jones's

production of The Good Old Boys. I had a cameo role as an air force

officer in Blue Sky. I posed for one of the most successful covers

of Texas Monthly magazine. I was featured in articles in Life and

Rolling Stone. I spent three weeks preparing Nick Nolte for the lead

role in Extreme Prejudice. His costume for that movie was an exact

replica of how I dressed every day for work. I didn't care much for

the movie, but, by God, Nolte looked great. Folks began to recognize

me after all this. I looked around and it appeared that I had become

a little bit famous. My job as a Ranger laid all of that at my feet.

In the mid-1980s I was transferred to the Big Bend country. I

patrolled the largest and by far the most beautiful jurisdiction of

any Ranger in the state. My family had everything we had ever hoped

for. My wife and I bought a home with a view at the base of the Del

Norte Mountains. She earned two master's degrees and settled into a

fulfilling career in education. After overcoming the tragic

accidental death of his best boyhood friend, my oldest son was

thriving in the Marine Corps. My youngest boy was a student athlete

and scholar, and would soon join me in law enforcement.

My career was at a pinnacle. My life seemed full. I felt like I had

accomplished something in this world, that my work had made a

difference. I looked out my window and saw God's hand at work all

around me in the form of an ocotillo cactus in full bloom after a

rare summer shower or a black chin hummingbird damn near pecking at

my nose. And I was a part-time movie star, too. Who could ask for

more?

But being a good Ranger exacted a price. The phone always rang. I

slept little. I drove a lot. I spent days away from home on manhunts

and stakeouts. I slept under a canvas saddle bedroll as often as I

did next to my wife. I missed far too many important moments in the

lives of my handsome sons. As I sat in that New Mexico courtroom

awaiting the judge's ruling, I was crippled with guilt. I couldn't

help but wonder if maybe my job had asked too much of me; if maybe

I'd been away from home too often; if I loved being a Ranger more

than being a husband and father.

I don't believe this judge listened to a word of my testimony. I

guess I don't blame him. As is so often the case, the crime

contaminated the lives of people beyond its initial victims. I

understood the anger of the families who lost their loved ones. I

was certain that their terrible grief held more sway with the bench

than my pleas for mercy. The judge glared at the young defendant and

ordered him to rise.

It was a tough year for my family and me, but I would soon see

worse. We were losing the War on Drugs. The crimes on the border

grew more violent. My cherished Texas Rangers were about to be

diminished by political meddling, a slap in the face to me and my

fellow officers and to the Ranger tradition itself. Before my head

cleared, a trusted colleague who I thought was my friend—and who had

once been such a comfort to me when my family was in crisis—betrayed

me. Because of our close association, his crimes cast a long shadow

over my reputation at a time when I leaned on it most.

Worst of all, my wife and I had to watch helplessly as the justice

system was unleashed against our home. As the judge leveled his

stare at that lost young man, I remember thinking that maybe it

wasn't healthy for a kid to grow up in a world where his dad's best

friends carried guns as often as they wore shoes. Having failed at

balancing the two most important roles I chose to play in this life,

I should be the one to pay for that.

The young man staring a death sentence in the face was Don Joaquin

Jackson. He was my oldest son.

A lot happened between coming of age on a farm on the Southern

Plains during the Great Depression and waiting to learn if my boy

would go to the electric chair or spend his best years in a New

Mexico prison. The weight of this and all those other burdens

combined would drive me from a world I loved more than my own life.

But even this is not the end of the story. I got through it. I went

on.

***

On my first official day as a Ranger my captain ordered me to report

at five A.M. sharp to his ranch home outside of Carrizo Springs,

Texas. Captain Alfred Allee Sr. was almost sixty-five years old by

then. He had been a Texas Ranger since 1931. But he was still a

human dynamo of energy, grit, and swagger. In my day we would say

that he was a hell of a man. I don't know how that plays anymore.

I slid into the passenger seat of Captain Allee's tan unmarked 1966

Plymouth Fury I Pursuit state vehicle as he hugged his wife, Miss

Pearl. Then, with his jaw set for business, he stormed my way. He

groaned as he squeezed behind the steering wheel, bit down hard on a

cigar, and cranked all eight throbbing cylinders of that 383 cc V-8

Commando engine. Each piston sat cocked and locked at a stout 10:1

compression ratio. A Carter AFB four-barrel carburetor perched atop

the gasping intake manifold, mixing the most potent combination of

air with 105-octane gasoline back when some cops used to run down

bootleggers by goosing the gas tank with a healthy splash of

airplane fuel.

The Pursuit Commando engine didn't idle as much as it boiled like a

witches' brew. Dual sets of points ensured that the spark plugs

fired long and hot. Dual exhausts shot the spent fumes beyond the

rear bumper with a menacing hum. Once the engine ignited, Captain

Allee reined back 330 wild horses chomping at the bit to run. He

slammed the transmission into drive and stomped his polished boot on

the accelerator, and one of the most powerful automobiles to roll

out of Detroit exploded out from its parked position. The sudden

thrust nearly gave me whiplash.

"Let me show you some of this country," Captain Allee said as he

rocketed down the two-lane blacktop at triple-digit speed toward the

breaking dawn. I already understood that he intended to introduce me

to the thirty-nine-county jurisdiction of Ranger Company D. The

surprise was that he meant to do it before noon. He never bothered

to mention that we were on our way to a riot. Nevertheless, new to

the job, I had arrived nervous. I felt only terror by now.

Captain Allee blew past the cars on the road as if they were parked.

He was giving me all sorts of good practical advice based on his

three decades of Ranger service, but it wasn't really registering.

For all its power, the Plymouth Fury Pursuit didn't handle well. The

frame was cursed with a long, narrow, unstable wheelbase, and was

burdened by too much American steel fabricated with nine welds to

the inch. The rudimentary suspension system waffled under all its

weight. There were no power steering and no power brakes. You didn't

drive the Pursuit; you sailed it. There was an art to keeping it

between the lines at high speeds. At Allee's rate, safe navigation

was nothing short of a miracle. Although I was proud to have made

Ranger, I had hoped that the position would last for more than one

day.

Captain Allee was passing yet another rancher petering along in a

lumpy old Dodge pickup when another vehicle emerged from around the

bend heading straight for us. I clamped both hands on the dash to

brace myself for a head-on collision and glanced over at my captain.

His boot never touched the brake. Instead, he moved his cigar to the

other side of his mouth and plowed ahead at 120 miles per hour. The

distance between us closed in three frantic beats of my heart.

Captain Allee refused to yield. The other car, horn blaring, swerved

onto the shoulder at the very last second. I saw clearly the horror

in that man's eyes at the peak intensity of the Doppler effect.

I whipped my head around as the driver skidded into the bar ditch.

He fought to keep his rear bumper from overtaking his front grill

and hurling his vehicle into a death roll. After a few hundred yards

he finally came to rest and stayed there.

Captain Allee tooted his horn to signal his displeasure. The sun was

nearly up now, driving a gray haze to horn depth on the Black Angus

cattle grazing in the South Texas pastures. It was a beautiful day.

And I was still alive to enjoy it. Captain Allee said nothing as he

hurled on at blinding speed, still puffing on that stubby cigar. We

had thirty-eight more counties to see.

"Never let the sons of bitches bluff you out, Joaquin," he said

after several minutes of silence.

"Amen to that, Captain," I said. I had already accepted the fact

that I was in for a long, wild ride. Captain Allee chomped his

dentures around a fresh spot on his disintegrating cigar and plunged

deeper into the ranch country that had spawned his special breed.

Looking back after retirement on my career as a Ranger, I still

recall the value of Captain Allee's advice. Whenever personal and

professional problems closed in on me, I always heard those few calm

words echo in my head. Never let the sons of bitches bluff you out,

Joaquin. I'd like to think that I never did.

Table of Contents

Prologue

Table of Contents

Prologue

Chapter One. Ice in August

Chapter Two. Rider through the Storm

Chapter Three. Order before Law

Chapter Four. The Ghost and the Great Bear Hunt

Chapter Five. The Reconquest of Aztlan

Chapter Six. The Things I Carried

Chapter Seven. For Love and Horses

Chapter Eight. Earth, Fire, Water, and Blood: I

Chapter Nine. Earth, Fire, Water, and Blood: II

Chapter Ten. My Heroes Have Always Been Rangers: The Captain

Chapter Eleven. A Goat and a Guitar

Chapter Twelve. Just Folks

Chapter Thirteen. My Heroes Have Always Been Rangers: Just a

Ranger

Chapter Fourteen. Desperadoes and Dumbasses

Chapter Fifteen. With Friends Like These

Chapter Sixteen. Moving Pictures

Chapter Seventeen. A Slow, Cold Rain

Chapter Eighteen. Saddle My Pony, Boys . . .

Chapter Nineteen. El Último Grito

Appendix One. In Black and White

Appendix Two. Letter from the Reverend

Acknowledgments

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